I calmed my doubts and heartaches inside. I really need to. Why should I let them win? Why the hell should I pay attention to what I have lost instead of what I still have? And no, I shouldn’t blurt out the words “At least..” because the things I have are the best. I know things don’t happen the way I want to, and most of the time I really get frustrated at the way how things turn out, but.. really?
Do I always have to get sad and sulk? I figured out I don’t have to. It’s not going to be easy but I know, by starting appreciating things that made me happy instead of the things that make me sad, this will soon progress into something bigger.. and better.
There will always be pain, challenges and bad days. *Shrugs* They will never go away, but I shouldn’t let them defeat me. I must not let them defeat me.
Positive outlooks all the way.