Totoo talaga na “high” na para sa mga type O ang kape. Ang hyper ko ngayon grabe, Shit.
I will have long fucking gorgeous nails and locks this summer.
These past few days, something has been bothering me. It’s very weird. One time I’m fine, the next minute I’m hysterically crying, upset about everything. I’m fucking scared of my insecurity, because I know it’s strong, and I don’t want it to defeat me again and again. I feel like I’m losing control. I feel like I lose at everything. I feel like the worst. I feel like I have to win. It’s choking me. I know I’ll never be enough for somebody, that’s why I want to be the best.
It hurts me when something I know I would’ve gotten a chance with slips away from my hands. I want to fight for it. I want to grab it without strangling it. I wish I had a good management for everything. Almost everything.
Before I die, I wish to be in their concerts
- Linkin Park
- My Chemical Romance
- Michelle Branch
Amazing talaga ang thesis ng 5th/6th/7th year Architecture students kanina, although may iba na medjo tagilid at unprepared sila sa kanilang plan. May isa talaga na nag-standout. Kahit di sya masyado magaling magsalita, pero waging-wagi yung presentation niya. From the visuals, may video pa, may miniature pa. Na-appreciate ng jury yung ginawa niya. *clap clap* galing. Ang ginawa niya ay isang mixed-use na hotel at theme park. Wew.. Sumakit yung ulo while iniisip ko kung anong preparations yung ginawa nila, magkano yung gastos, yung time, yung effort, yung analysis, may manuscript pa. Oh God.. One year talaga preparation. I’m excited for the years to come..
my bad habit— karaoke at this hour.
“KEN LEEEEEEEE IS LIBIN WID AWT YOUUUUUU!!!!!”
This is what I hate in knowing too much of anything.. it may destroy you or put you up together.
Ilang beses na akong napahiya dahil sa pagkakamali. Ang dami ko ng narinig na masasakit na salita, both from strangers and those who are closest to me. Naiisip ko minsan, ang sarap ng magquit. Pero naisip ko din, what if in the near future, makakaencounter din ako ng mas worse pa sa kanila? Like my boss or clients? Paano ako mabubuhay? So yun di ako nagquit. Pero masakit pa rin. Kelangan ko na ngayon maghanap ng outlet..
All the pressure is squeezing me.
I can’t breathe.
Is there a light?
Is there even a light?
All the pain
Whisper that I’m worthless
I don’t really understand.
Sometimes I’m mighty high
but now I’m sunk down
to the ocean floor.
Would you sink me down
to the ocean floor?
I might as well
prefer the pressure down there
than up here..
Everyone saw the beauty, but only few saw the pain.
That’s why I don’t like opening up to people who have complete families. Only a beggar can feel the hungriness of a stray cat.
“Why did you leave him when you knew he was your happiness?”
“Maybe because I am young, stupid and very good in making bad decisions. Yeah, definitely maybe”